Purifying Our Heart
Freedom
Intention and Testing
This morning I practised separating myself from my body and feeling within, say thank you and I love you to whatever I WAS aware, and it felt wonderful. When I was having a shower, I put water at 40 degree, then I thought, if I put it 1 degree can my heart and face show peace still? Joy? Loving? haha
As human, we have many inborn character traits as well as where we grow up, doubtlessly will be influenced by the culture. The inborn character traits will be there lying deep down in our being, we drag around with us if we donโt go back and clear them so is our later lifeโs believing systems if they arenโt helpful, if we want to travel weightlessly.
This morning, there were 3 students, I thought God is really testing me, see if I can remain grateful with whatever shows in front of me. I remained in gratitude and reminded myself whatever happening is for my own good and practising fearless, trust and acceptance sweet lady, I did, and remained joyful and appreciation with the 3 people ๐
Life is about catch a feeling, a feeling of gratitude, wish fulfilled ๐
My child has been doing what she loved, feeling satisfied with herself and life, now she is taking a break and playing her phone. I am grateful, she is a good kid, polite, kind and smart and beautiful.
The past has died at yesterday, future is born today. I am sorry, please forgive me.
I truly felt gratitude and forgive and let go. Almost immediately, Emma, my child ran down stairs and started to clean the oven, normally she would not coming down unless I call her with determination. She didn’t do housework, wash dishes for we walked her dog, me and my husband, she washed dishes, but half time wasn’t with a willing attitude, saying this only want to help you understand the situation, I would after this practising wipe out these memories ๐
Lester Levenson, when was sending home wait to die, he started to practising love intensely, his many serious illnesses doctor named disappeared, was he stopped paying attention to his body or was he love them also?
This afternoon, when I was walking to town, it was cold, but I was just observing how the body felt with the cold, it was ok and I was surprised.
I was feeling hungry a little, or was it just a thought? I looked for the location where the hunger feeling was and hunger disappeared immediately.
I felt so grateful, knowing that I have all I am searching, only need to engage them properly, if I have all, I am the All, having all the qualities as heaven earth and in between what are these things feeling if I know then I am that I am made by the same stuff.
I know I am complete, if I believe I have hundreds in my pocket this after in Town then I would have walked to the market and got Lola a Xmas present and got Drew something and Emma something, oh, I remember I need to record something that I like to be the lucid dream alike the truth, let my subconscious mind to accept, not the conscious mind only, it does not believe. Certainly there is room to practise this art of life ๐ or I forgot to practise at town today ๐
No pressure, life is to be experienced and experiment what works and what doesn’t ;-), there are many ways, trust me, I will take you out all the pits you are in and myself in, we are going to soar freely in the air this life.